YSunday, March 26, 2006' 5:26 PM
may peace be upon all of you...hehehe....i just got back from jb..visited my mom who just gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named Muhammad Iman on 21st march..hehehe...i got pictures to show but i got no time today..i'll publish it next week if im not busy or anything..it's been quite a while since i've visited my mom..i think i'll be doing that once a month whenever i have the time..this month went alone..thought of going with ash and my girl..but both couldn't make it..so i went alone..fortunately i know how to get there..hahaha..if not i'd be lost..hahahahaha..anyways...i wasted no time taking pictures of baby iman..videos too...my mom says he looks abit like ash..i dunno..i couldn't really see it..later i'ma asked anga to take some more pictures..he's heading there today..not alone..with my stepdad..im certain he'll take more pictures of baby iman then me..hahahah...he loves babies..and when it comes to baby sister and brother..he's loving it..hahahha..maybe if my girl's not tired..ima go eat with her..if not...alone then..hahaha..by now i should be used to it already..this sucks..even when she's not working..i don't see her that often..hahaha....i hate this..i'ma grab myself a snack..take a shower..pack a few things for camp..then rest before going...be bloggin.....
YSaturday, March 18, 2006' 3:36 PM
is it too late for me to change now?are my previous changes too drastic that you've lost all love in us?don't leave me wondering..don't shut yourself out..please..im begging for you to tell me the truth..tell what's wrong...is there anything bothering you?or am i bothering you?since your birthday..things change...im starting to change to my old self..but you're starting to change to your old self too...it's been 6 months we've been together..you're bored with me already?i know i did wrong..i know i changed alot...i realise it now...if there really is something bothering you..tell me..please...don't keep it inside..don't hide it from me..you know i love..always have and never won't..believe when i say that i've never been so serious with a girl before..let alone you..who was once just a friend to me..then a best friend..to god sister...now a special someone whom i've thought of marrying..im sorry..truly am sorry...i understand it take some time to forgive me..but at least tell me what's wrong..what's boethering you..what's on your mind right now..or do you need time alone now..i'll wait this time..and not freak out about it..i promise.....i promise i'll change and prove it to you one day..if you could just give me a chance...i love you..and you know it's true..miss you sweetheart..
YSunday, March 12, 2006' 3:51 PM
yesterday's pit...wasn't really what i expected..a simple kiss and a simple 'thank you would surely do it...instead..she brought him with her..im not angry that she invited him..but not telling me about it..is really unexpectable...*i want to make it up to you..make up all the stupid things i did before..if you would just give me a chance..seriously...but i guess i deserve it..happy birthday*..overall was okay..food wasn't enough...so i bought more..came at 8 at night..went off at 8 in the morning...me,my girl,ash and alip took the bus home..i just woke up..later going to my uncle's..collect a few things there..then to my girl's..give her a few things she wanted..then back home..and around 10..off to camp..yesterday was so confusing..that i forgot to take pictures..damn....hahaha...i'll write about camp next time round..gotta go now..be bloggin
