YWednesday, January 18, 2006' 11:52 AM
me and my girl talked..she made me realise my mistake..both...yes...it wasn't one but two..she made me realise it when she told me..she's right..people don't know their mistakes until someone tells them..damn..i hate to admit it..but she's thinking more matured then me..mistakes..i guess maturity comes from the mistakes we make..for the past 20 years..the only mistake i've ever made is when im with the ones i love..what i've realise is that the only same mistake that i keep on repeating is breaking promises...and believe me..the promises i've made..and broken...is really hurtful...personally..im no good at keeping big promises..small ones i can handle..but not big ones..come to think of it..i've made a mistake twice..in a day....people can change..thats what she told me once..then i told her yarh..but it's either for the better or for the worst..am i changing?..i dunno...til now im still thinking about the mistake i made..that mistake made me think back about all the other mistakes i've done before..not only to her..she's really being so understanding about the whole thing..she's willing to give me another chance..would you?if your significant other made a mistake twice to you in a day...depends what kind of mistake they'd make right?but believe me..it's personal...and i mean literally...i try to give it another chance..she did...why can't i?i guess i still need time to think about it...the only time that i can really put my mind out it is when im with her..or just listening to some music..mm...music has always been a distraction to my massive thinking...hahaha...too much thinking gives me headaches anyways...hahaha..be bloggin
