YThursday, October 28, 2004' 2:38 AM
lately..i've been coming home late...latenights...very late...like 3-4 in the morning late...hehe...late huh?honestly been treating my house like a hotel...'checking in checking out' as and when i please...i'm changing from bad to worst to worseness...if there is such a word..haha!...see?i can still laugh at a time like this...wheeeeee...so happy yet so gloomy...suppose to be slowing down on cigarettes because of the fasting period but i'm getting heavier...what the fuck!...haha....
"shadiq!you better change!"...been neglecting school for work...what a waste..no work no money...i know...but in singapore...no cert no career...a job maybe..a career...uncertain...
"oi shithead!if you think that way..why don't you just change?"change...an easy word to say...impossible to accomplish...with an attitude like mine..i can never change...bit by bit yes...but until when?i dunno...hehe....
"such low self-esteem...none at all"....true true...hehee...so i'm signing off now...sahur pagi,puase lagi,buke kfc...hiak hiak...be bloggin........
YWednesday, October 27, 2004' 5:38 AM
someone once told me ,'kalo org da dgr jiwang bley buat pe?dgrkn suda.' HAHAHA..and that was what i did..now...i listen to emo malay too...hiak hiak...it's okla...some of the songs are quite nice...meaningful lyrics..soothing music...it's okla...since i often listen to ska emo,pop emo,punk emo, all sorts of emo...might as well listen to malay emo laa...hehe...never knew i'd be listening to a malay group that i once dissed so badly...new boyz...hahahahahaha...sad but TRUE...but only to 1 song..meraung...malay rocknroll ain't that bad either..heee...jiwang...never honestly imagined of listening but then again...i listen to it anyways..i think it was fairuz(my underblock friend) who said sarcasticly ,'ingatkn bdk tu tk dgr jiwang...tersangkut plak..da pandai nyanyi pn..hahaha.' what can i honestly say?..people change...but one thing for sure is...techno..will
NEVER be a music interest to me...
NEVER!...hehe.eh eh..kok ketawer..hiak hiak..subuh da lepas...time to fast..be getting ready for school in an hour's time..
so...............................................better be doing something so as not to feel sleepy..slmt!
be bloggin....
